she learnt a word
heart wrenching
but she saw her t-shirt being wring in her mother's hand
so fair, so pretty pair of hands
not a callous, so soft and feminine..
yet she is far from a girly girl.
that twirly sensation in her heart
others describe it as heartache
some say its a broken heart
she prefers to call it the twirly in her heart.
at times tears are obedient
they welled and fall
rolling down staining her pillows
other time tears prefer to
remained choked at the Adam's apple
of her throat.
yes, you know where.
is it love ?
has it got to be feeling like this..
neither warm nor safe
doesn't feel like home to her.
some say a heart will breaks as much as
another would break hers
so who's suffering from a broken heart now.
Didn't God says HE heals all
her heart was placed in HIS hands now..
can HE handle.
if HE did, then why did HE allow it to be
aching err..
no, twirly now.
oh my dearest twirly heart,
can I hold you tonight.
I just wanted to hold you
in my sweet embrace.
please allow me to do
so.
i miss you.

" I am blessed with the wealth of life
I am blessed with the wealth of feeling
I am blessed with the wealth of eye sight
I am blessed with the wealth of hearing
I am blessed with the wealth of the ability to smell
I am blessed with the wealth of taste
I am truly blessed with a wealth of senses... Thank you God for giving me this
wealth... for it is the Greatest gift I can receive. "

I love more and I am more grateful now.
I am going easy with my wrinkles now.
Not to frown, not to scrunch my brows..
perfect smooth face now.
I have a wealthy looking face and so is the money in my bank !

There are only 2 species of a kind.
Man and women.
Common denominator is two.
Ratio is always 1 : 1
Put the together, it always works to give another one of the
two species of the 'a kind'
and the ratio always remains 1 : 1
this is always true.
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Other kinds. Animals. Mammals.
Variety of kind of 2 species.
Male and female.
Where the kinds never mix, neither will they work together.
If ever a lion and a deer mates, will there be a new birth ?
Madagascar will tell us soon, in good hope.
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Humans would soon feel shamed, embarrassed
for we have intruded so much into the lives of
other kinds living in Mother Nature.
Polished walls, partitions, rooms, doors,
floor and a roof made a habitat for us.
The other kinds so forgiving, so lovingly
gives their space and sacrifice their lives
for our living. Human are only a kind.
Be grateful to other kinds who have all
made it possible for our human kind
to thrive.
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Should there be a war.
Should there be peace to be made.
John Lennon ? Or Yoko Ono ?
fighting for peace.
Nuclear Submit ?
Where the animals pray silently
and the trees fulfills its given duty
a tree never complains of boredom
neither it thrives to be outstanding..
its giving nature run in its stems.
its forgiving kindness and endurance
in spirit giving us cooling shelter
and fruits and flowers too.
Will we repent ?
Will we make peace finally.
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In this man's world.
Where decision pleaded to be made.
In this man's world.
What have we become for your
birth to this man's world
given you the entitlement to be
of power, status and decisions,
will we make peace with other kinds.
we only are of a kind with 2 species.
there are a variety of kinds
together with us,
they do not speak, they do not fight..
they let live and let god
they surrender fully to their live.
What are you to do now ?